May 2011
April 2011
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“and he cries,
but you’ll rarely see him do it.
He loves, but he’s...”
– TFK
Dreams
I’ve been having these same dreams for the last few nights… not completely the same… well sometimes… but around the same idea…
normally they’re good…
then I wake up, and come back to real life…
then I realize i was only being taunted by nightmares… it makes me sick…
i want to sleep without dreaming, before my dreams kill me...
“Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can’t stand the...”
– TDG
TFK — Hand Grenade
Get wicked and drop...
For you
I’ll wait… I’ll be here… I’ll be what you need me to be… no matter what…
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Realization
I’m the only one. Nobody understands me. Nobody hears me. Nobody will care tomorrow, if I was gone today. I’m the only one who gets my deepest thoughts. In the end of the day, I doubt if anyone really cares. Cares to the point that’d they lay down everything they had, just to hear me, and sacrifice for me, to try and get what I’m talking about. If they had to give...
Don't feel right
I never realized until I got home, that this smile I’ve been wearing all day, is fake. I feel like shit… I can’t take all of this inside. It makes me feel sick to my stomach. My head is overwhelmed by one thing. It ruins my mood. Leaves me like shit and doubting myself all day. Let’s me know for sure I’ve failed. Thank God nobody is home…
… i...
Looked down from a broken sky Traced out by the...
Every Man
I’m the man with all I’ve ever wanted All the toys and playing games I am the one who pours your coffee, corner booth each Saturday I am your daughter’s favorite teacher I’m the leader of the band I sit behind you in the bleachers I am every man I’m the coach of every winning team and still a loser in my mind I am the soldier in the airport facing giants one...
“And, teacher, to be honest, I am very afraid.”
– For Today — Nicodemus (The Seeker)
TFK - The Art of Breaking I’ll pick you up,...
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Two Dreams
One was a very good dream, about someone extremely special… the other was scary and amazing at the same time, and only verifies the fact that I am a nerd. it was a full length game of Modern Warfare 2 in my head… and I haven’t played MW2 in maybe two weeks… Hardcore HQ on Favela I was using a P90 and an RPG, and I know I had marathon and lightweight… my kdr was 27-5...
*sigh*
An amazing poet once said “…for every great moment, there must be some rain…” they were right… very right… :/
Nintendo
Me, my sister, and my mom, and an hour and a half with Wii Sports lots of laughing, lots of dancing (music on my computer), and lots of awesomeness and random screaming at rigged Japanese game systems XDDD
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umm
Why is my mom upstairs doing Karaoke to “Santa Baby”?????? its freaking mid april…. o.o wtf???
:DDDDDDDDDDD
HELL FREAKING YEAH!!! FREAKING EASTER BASKETS!!! THANK YOU MOM AND DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! w0000t!!!!!! Tons of delicious candy and chocolate! and some smell good stuff XDDDD -excitedness- FREAKING W0000000000000000T!
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And the world went silent…
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It's simple
We can play nice. We can be friends. And I will love you to no end… but come against the ones I truly love come against the one I hold above come against this all enough and eventually, i will have to shove… please don’t make me go there…
Storms
are epically beautiful I know something even more beautiful though…
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On my imaginary bucket list
#24 Get carried across a crazy mosh pit!
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XD
dreaming up how to take over the world with my cousin so he can get money for college XDDD
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A7X
what is it about the Avenged Sevenfold guitar solos that is so relaxing??? o.O
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Original
So… Imma post a story… completely original… directly here… just for you people… because… well hell… I have absolutely nothing better to do besides dwell on regrets and read teen driver manuals. Shadows and darkness. Guilt and confusion. He lay there, curled up like a child, under the dark ocean that consumed him. He stared at nothing, the blackness of...
Fun Fact of the Day
While running… I was once described as looking like a gazelle… thanks Mike XD
If I'm spamming dubstep
You know I had a good day… which I did :D one of my better days this week… syrup shots and all XD nice relief from a night of nightmares… which come at night… cause they’re nightmares…. wonder what happens if you have a bad dream during the day… o.O??
d(-_-)b
Dubstep ;)
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“Every time I lie awake,
I wish I could take it all away.
Every time my heart...”
– TFK
yawn
-yesterday- “Oh the time difference in converting between 720p and 1080p shouldn’t be that long…” -today- “why the hell did I do that????”
maybe if my processor wasn’t older than Mr. Brennan…
-falls asleep at computer-
Destroy The Runner — Columbia
they have a...
Fire Alarms
Teachers pull alarm. All the kids leave the building. Teachers stay behind and smoke weed. Kids reenter building. “Mr./Mrs. _________, why is the room all smokey???” “OH THAT’S FROM THE FIRE!” You know it’s the truth…
