I live. I am human. I am a teenager. I am a guy. I live for something greater. I struggle with the basics. I groan at the usual. But I keep living to do what has been asked of me.
You can call me Speedy.
I'm here to reach out to the ones I love and care for. Once in a while I'll get sentimental, or deep, and probably blog something like it.
My life has simple aims, and a difficult path to them. I deal with it the best I can.
I am Speedy. I am Christian, but do not fear me, for I will love you regardless. I guess this is the chance for anyone who cares, to see the depths of my mind, and everything it holds, dark or bright. Happy or sad.
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Posts Tagged: Relient K

71 notes in 24 hours…..
who knew…

71 notes in 24 hours…..

who knew…

"And I just wanna get mugged at knifepoint to get cut enough to wake me up, cause I know that I don’t wanna die, sitting around watching my life go by. And what we take from this is what we’ll get. And we haven’t quite figured it out just yet, cause all of us are all too stuck, strapped to a chair watching our lives blow up. Stuck watching our lives blow up."

- Relient K

And this week the trend
Was to not wake up till 3pm
I picked the few conscious hours that I chose to spend
And slept away the rest of them

And this week the trend
Was to crash and burn and then return again
To practice the life that I pretend
Provides enough to get me through the weekend

So I say
Get me a solution
And watch me run with it
And then you gave
You gave me a solution
What have I done with it
Cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out
Way back then
And now it’s this minute, this hour, this day

And this week the trend
Was to backstab every single one of my friends
And leave a voicemail message trying to make amends
All the while hoping things work out in the end

And this week the trend
Was to borrow all the strength that you could lend
To keep my head above the water and not descend
Back to where I said I’d never go again

So I say
Give me a solution
And watch me run with it
And then you gave
You gave me a solution
What have I done with it
Cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out
Way back then
But after this day it’s this week all over again

And I just want to get mugged at knife-point
To get cut enough to wake me up
Cause I know that I don’t want to die
Sitting around watching my life go by
And what we take from this is what we’ll get
And we haven’t quite figured it out just yet
Because all of us are all too stuck
Strapped to a chair watching our lives blow up
Stuck watching our lives blow up

Relient K — This Week The Trend

"

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn’t keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
In the saddest state it’s ever been.

"

- Relient K

Relient K — Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been

He’s the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl’s ex-boyfriend

Relient K — My Girl’s Ex-Boyfriend

"I was thinking
Over thinking
About exactly how I’m not exactly him
I’ll break my heart in two
More times than you could ever do,
Cause you’re my dream please come true"

- Relient K

"And while I’m able, I think I’ll label
Experience with you as a mistake.
And while I’m at it, I’ll say I’ve had it.
Experience with you was a mistake!"

- Relient K

Relient K — My Girl’s Ex-Boyfriend

THIS IS THE LAST ONE!!! I PROMISE!!!
And it holds to me a lot right now because of my girlfriend (:  I can vouch for and sing every word in this song.  He doesn’t know what he’s missing.

"And I’ll go to undergo a surgery to purge me of this lonely mood
And my ego, the status quo, provides me with a decent attitude
And I’ll go to undergo a change of heart, a change of clothes
And I’ll go, oh yes, I’ll go and hope the new me shows so everybody knows
That I’ve found myself able to fly away without magic feathers or Jefferson aero planes
I’ve got with me all that i need"

- Relient K

"When he looked at me and said
I kind of view you as a son
And for one second our eyes met
And I met that with a question
“Do you know what you are getting yourself into?"

- Relient K

Hey taxi, send me straight to the heart of it
The nucleus of politics where somebody
Somebody started it
Cause they taxed me with a scalpel piece by piece
they cut me deep and bled me dry until there was nothing left to bleed

And this is how I choose to live
As if I’m jumping off a cliff
knowing that you’ll save me
knowing that you’ll save me
and after all the stupid things I did
there’s nothing left that you’d forgive
because you already forgave me
yeah you already forgave me

Keep driving
leave this deceit miles behind me
so far back I’d have to wrap my mind in
just remind me
I keep trying to pick myself up
and then move on
think about the life I’ll have
when this fragile one is gone.

And this is how I choose to live
As if I’m jumping off a cliff
knowing that you’ll save me
knowing that you’ll save me
and after all the stupid things I did
there’s nothing left that you’d forgive
because you already forgave me
yeah you already forgave me

Never forget
there’s life after death and taxes
Forgiveness come
and all of the rest
is what passes away
Death and decay can’t touch us now

Every breath that I inhale is followed by exhaling traps the one who never fails
I know you’ll never fail me
 
Never forget
there’s life after death and taxes
Forgiveness come (forgiveness come)
and all of the rest
it just passes away

Never forget
there’s life after death and taxes
Forgiveness come
and all of the rest
it just passes away

Death and decay can’t touch us now.

Relient K — Life After Death & Taxes

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My favorite Relient K song

Relient K — Over Thinking

Considering I think too much…..

"So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you
And just stop
Putting so much stuck
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those that you love"

- Relient K