(via wa1king-disaster95)
Source: lebeautyiskey
Im going to get you something. I hope you like it. I hope you keep it. (:
Im going to write you something to. I hope it makes sense. I hope you understand.
That’s alot of hoping up there. No jokes.
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So Im going to describe my day, because i’m not feeling mystical and deep minded right now… maybe later XP
So… parents. They’re insane. I’M ACTUALLY TRYING TO AND LOOKING FORWARD TO getting a job and working for someone to get money. You think my Dad would be freaking overflowing with joy right? Nope… he just gets pissed and had a million and one reasons to not like my ideas, with complaint here and complain there. Good old Dad -.-
Taco Bell, screwed up my order… madface…
My sister is being a brat. -unsurprisedface-
I got called into the office today to speak to the assistant principal -sarcastic joy-
It’s raining-ish
I listened to music for the last hour.
Windows Movie Maker sucks… -extremelymadface-
And just for the heck of it… I’ll get a tiny bit deep minded. Alot of crap is going through my head lately. Alot. I’m confused. Slightly hurt, but whatever… it’ll all make sense eventually. It will all work out, hopefully for the best. I figure if I thrown on a fake smile long enough in the morning, it becomes more real, and the day is less of an annoyance. I’m trying to get happy. Trying to avoid psychotic suicide stories. I wrote three or four in the last few weeks. I didn’t share them, because they were legitly scary. I seriously had nightmares. I’m still wondering if the stories inspired the nightmares, or vice versa. I’m making new friends. They help relieve some of my inner turmoil, (not that I have much to deal with in comparison) just by being there to talk to. That’s one of my only releases.
If you’ve ever bothered to read my crap, you’ll know my whole inner thoughts and goals on being everything to everyone and nothing to myself. Bearing all the pain so those who are close have none. I’m not going to go broken record on that stuff… but I’ve realized that just having a friend there to talk to about the most general things, or to smile at, relieves some of my worrying and pain. It’s nice (:
Umm… -thinks-
OH! THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME… NEW FOLLOWERS!!! :D
It’s amazing how awesome you feel when random people actually decide to care for five seconds about what you post on a blog. XP
So… yeah… that was my day in general… I may post a song or something deep thoughted later… maybe… XP I’m hella tired.
But, if your read my rant, thanks, gracias, merci, and gratzi.
I’m going to shut up now :D
bye…
