I live. I am human. I am a teenager. I am a guy. I live for something greater. I struggle with the basics. I groan at the usual. But I keep living to do what has been asked of me.
You can call me Speedy.
I'm here to reach out to the ones I love and care for. Once in a while I'll get sentimental, or deep, and probably blog something like it.
My life has simple aims, and a difficult path to them. I deal with it the best I can.
I am Speedy. I am Christian, but do not fear me, for I will love you regardless. I guess this is the chance for anyone who cares, to see the depths of my mind, and everything it holds, dark or bright. Happy or sad.
Read my thoughts or leave them, they are yours to criticize.

Posts Tagged: Tumblr

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-staypozitive posts something new on his blog-

-30 seconds later he looks at this updates-

-569 notes on the picture-

staypozitive: “Hmm… Tumblr is pretty slow today.”

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Not hating on the guy.  I love his blog.  But dang… He’s huge… And Tumblr moves stuff around SOOOO fast… imagine if the government used Tumblr… Then crap would really get done…

If I click on a link one more time, only to see this screen, I’m going to become very very agitated. After two times I’ll scream.After three, I can’t promise my computer will be safe.Seriously… all I want to do is check my Tumblr! >_<

If I click on a link one more time, only to see this screen, I’m going to become very very agitated.
After two times I’ll scream.
After three, I can’t promise my computer will be safe.
Seriously… all I want to do is check my Tumblr! >_<

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I just completely made that title up…

but in another news:

Has anyone ever noticed that awkward little lonely period at the end of tumblr in the upper left hand corner?
O_O


WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

O_O

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Whoever invented the timed question blocker thing needs to go die.

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Anybody notice how the picture sharing spam on facebook is an annoying attempt to turn facebook into Tumblr???

Is anyone not the least bit disturbed by this?

o.O

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-sees dramatic increase in notes on past posts-

-clicks notes thingy to see all new notes-

-shows about 1/4 of them….-

-overly confused-

-insults Tumblr quietly in back of mind-

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Guess what…..
So what????
Yes he died…
Guess what, about a thousand other people or more died today too.  Why aren’t they getting spammed on tumblr and facebook?

OHHHH I DON’T KNOW…. maybe because PEOPLE ARE STUPID?????

I hate Apple anyway :P
Go Microsoft :D
lol
but honestly that has nothing to do with him dying…
Like he died…. okay yes… sad…. horrible…
But guess what, he wasn’t even running the company anymore.  He was a figuredhead.  Do you realize how many people DON’T realize that?  Same with Bill Gates…  Are you kidding me those guys are/were just sucking up their money now…
Not like he’s the mastermind who brought you the Iphone 4G or the Ipad…
nope nope nope… that was some underpaid nerd in accounting for all we know…

He’s just a man.  We all are. (well some of us are women… but same deal :P)  We sit here in shock when one person dies who we DON’T EVEN KNOW!  Have a single one of you 197 followers EVER… I MEAN EVER MET Steve Jobs???

NO?!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!??!? I THOUGHT EVERYONE HAD!!!??!  I mean come on, we’re all sitting here with half a second sad faces like IDIOTS!!!!  That must mean we know him right?


Nope… it just means we’re stupid Americans who have nothing better to do than keep tabs on people who have more money than we do….

good job guys… real smart

He died.  yes it sad.  yes I sympathize. 
But guess what… if I died tomorrow… none of you would know.  I wouldn’t be on the news, and I wouldn’t be broadcasted on tumblr and facebook. 
Same story same story same dance same song same shenanigans….

The guy died.  Don’t act like the sky is going to fall….


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Speedy, with really no pending homework to do, decided to study his vocab words.  So there he sat, reading over new vocab words on his computer, when slowly but surely, due to a large amount of tiredness, a less than desirable migraine, and all the wonderful physical and mental pressures of school…  Speedy fell asleep sitting in his chair. 

And there he slept for some thirty minutes, until he subtly awoke, and upon regaining consciousness, nearly fell out of the chair in an outburst of shocking realization.  However his father, being the natural observer that he is, was standing in his room looking out the window.  Thankfully, Speedy avoided a nearly embarrassing “face-first” smash into the floor in front of him. 

And at that, Speedy briefly looked over the words again, said screw it all, and logged in once again to Tumblr.

And all was right in the world… (:

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notwgerson:

tumblr understands .

Source: akidnamedgersonn

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I love how tumblr just about completely dies on the weekends.
Nobody is on hardly.

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Following 60 people
Liked 600 posts
105 Followers

I just find the exact numbers kind of interesting XDDD

Thank you guys for either following, being cool enough to follow, or having cool posts that I got to click the little epic heart on :DD

Speedy shutting up

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He really does.  

Anyway… two things
First of all… sorry for the rapid TFK spam, but one of my followers posted them and if you’ve been around my page long enough you’ll know I’m a TFK fanatic :D
They are my FAVORITE band.  No arguments.  No second guessing.  (no matter how much metal I spam, its still TFK all the way)
I’ve actually posted half the songs before in the past… usually with lyrics XD
(SPEEDY POSTING MUSIC AND LYRICS!?!??! UNTHINKABLE!!!!)  XP

And now the second thing… kinda of depressing…. kind of cruel-ish…. idk… but I feel like I gotta talk about it.  (If only I had a blog… o_o)
I know… my random mid post side thoughts are annoying… I’m sorry XP
I told you I think too much…

BUT I FREAKING DIGRESS…. -rezones-

Okay let’s be perfectly honest.  80% of the Tumblr population… is female (thats a guesstimate, but a fair one)  (HOLY CRAP GUESSTIMATE IS A WORD?!?!?!?)
But yeah….
mostly girls right.  And most every girl on here always is posting something about relationships and what not… or at least most the girls I follow (and pretty much all the people I follow are followbacks of blogs I like) 
Quite a few times in a day, I’ll see this crap that sounds something like this:

If a girl walks away, don’t let her.  Chase after her.  Hold her close.  Pour out all your love.  Be everything.  That’s all she wants from you.   She wants you to show how much you mean and BLAH BLAH BLAH freaking blah…….

Okay….  can I say something?  No?  Too bad.
THAT’S A LIE.   Maybe not all the time.  But from my own experiences and the sad stories of mis amigos.  IT. IS. A LIE.  
GOD I WISH it were that easy.  It’s not.  IT IS NOT.   So please stop.
If a girl is tired of you.  She is tired of you.  If she walks away, she usually is going to have a more valid reason for it rather then just to make a dramatic romance moment.  (And if that was the reason, truth be told, I’d find a different girl.  Let’s get real here a bit.  Let’s not screw with MY EMOTIONS)  Yes girls, guys have emotions too.   Shocking thought I know.
I’ve been through that.  Where the girl has more or less just walked away.  I chased her.  I kept my distance for a bit.  I didn’t get all in her face crying.  But I didn’t stop letting her know how much I loved her and how much I cared.   If you’ve followed me THAT long, you probably know that.  I freaking gave every ounce of my heart out, 24/7.  
Guess what.   We’re not together again. 
Yes, it still hurts.  Yes, I cried.  Yes, I occasionally still do sometimes, but admittedly, for slightly different reasons.  
Chasing the girl doesn’t always bring that happy fairytale ending, so please, get over that.   Don’t think its the magical fix.  AND PLEASE TO GOD GIRLS.  DO NOT put a guy through that.  Especially a guy who has done nothing but care for you from day one.  DO NOT DO THAT TO HIM.  I am begging you.
The day you think about doing that, I pray to God that he puts the thought in your head and goes “OH HEY, that lunatic Speedy on my blog said that this would hurt the guy, maybe I shouldn’t.”
If you truly love somebody, you’d never think of walking away.  I’m freaking quoting that after I finish this post that’s how much I mean it.    
If you truly love somebody, you’d never think of walking away.
Please don’t ever forget that, and don’t forget that guys aren’t just these good looking rocks who stand there and respond “sounds cool” to every suggestion. 
We have emotions, and we have feelings… and when we get attached, we CAN cry too. 

But yeah, just stop thinking that fairytales come true.  There are no fairytales.  There are blessings from God, and each and every day, we receive one.  Don’t take a single one for granted.  Especially not the one in the form of that person who loves and cares about you, unconditionally.  (and although that sounds like Christ, I’m actually meaning your “significant other”)



But yep, those are my thoughts and such….
thank you new followers.
thank you old.

if you read this all…. -highfive- :D
Have a good night guys.  God Bless


Speedy shutting up.

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Word on the street is more people are deactivating facebook each day…

the other word is that more people are getting a tumblr every day…

0_0

God help us all.

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so… I’m going to actually post something deep thoughted for the first time in a couple days…
you’re excited right? I know…
oh you’re not?  o.o
sucks for you.


anyway, two things.
first thing, and its short.  These people on tumblr who complain about followers.  No offense, but PLEASE, shut up.  It’s a blog, not a popularity contest.  If you want popularity, go back to your facebook tab (which is probably open right now).  And you probably have a some source of music somewhere.  (I know, I’m psychic >:D)
But for real.  ITS YOUR PERSONAL BLOG (probably).  You shouldn’t be so obsessed with how many followers you have, rather who’s following you.  Don’t start changing everything you blog just to get more followers, or go into those stupid random (you’ll get 50 follower) chains. 
The people who actually appreciate the things you love to talk about and post on your blog are the ones you want to follow you.  Who cares if its a few people?  They’re people nonetheless, and unlike the rest of the tumblr mass, they are ones who respect and enjoy your opinion.  Stop trying to be the eyes of the world.  The world has its eyes on itself.  It always will.
I mean, have you ever stopped to think.  There’s thousands of people out there who’s blog is nothing but pictures.  You really don’t know anything about the person.  It’s just funny or popular pictures from the internet/tumblr.  Again, you know nothing about the individual or their purpose, but HEY, THEY HAVE 500 FOLLOWERS….

-.-
do you see my point? That kind of blog seems pointless to me.  Let your blog mean something.  Let it be everything you WANT to say on Facebook but can’t, because you don’t want to lose the popularity contest. 

Second thing:
I hate society.  Alot.  And in turn, I hate facebook, because facebook is the popularity contest of digital society.  Screw that -.-
(and yet it’s still open in my other tab o.o)
We were sitting at the pool today… and I just sat there and stared at people the whole hour.  (NO I’M NOT A CREEPER) But like, first of all, it was hella cold… like I’m gonna get in the water with that kind of breeze.  And second of all, I couldn’t just help but notice.  I couldn’t help but think.  I think alot.

I caught myself, comparing myself to other guys there and thinking “should I do this” and “should I maybe do something like that” 
and I was like “WOAAH!!! What are you doing here Speedy?”
I mean, I’m staring at people, and I just see these different traits and attitudes about them.  So self-centered.   So worldly.  It makes me sick.  Like… what’s the point?  Your life may seem so great at the current moment when you can sit there feeling cool under the umbrella while you shoot the stuff with your buddies talking about this and that, admiring your tattoos and making the occasional eye at the next chick in a bikini to walk by.  But later, doesn’t it all seem so pointless?
I don’t know.  Maybe I’m over thinking it.  But I dislike going out in the mass public, because then I see so many things on people, just in the smallest seconds.  I am fairly good at summing people up in a few quick looks.  I’m not bragging.  To be honest I’m complaining.  I see all these things on people and it reminds me of everything I hate about our society.  Just the attitude.  The drama.  The way people carry themselves.  Excuse me but it’s all so fucked up.  Extremely. 

I don’t know.  I can’t handle it some days.
It’s just one of those things I constantly wonder on. 

And then I realize I think too much, and turn my MP3 up louder XD


but yeah….
My thought of the day.

Hope God is blessing you all with our daily such in life.
Have an awesome night/morning Tumblr :D

Speedy shutting up.