Relient K — Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been
so… I’m going to actually post something deep thoughted for the first time in a couple days…
you’re excited right? I know…
oh you’re not? o.o
sucks for you.
anyway, two things.
first thing, and its short. These people on tumblr who complain about followers. No offense, but PLEASE, shut up. It’s a blog, not a popularity contest. If you want popularity, go back to your facebook tab (which is probably open right now). And you probably have a some source of music somewhere. (I know, I’m psychic >:D)
But for real. ITS YOUR PERSONAL BLOG (probably). You shouldn’t be so obsessed with how many followers you have, rather who’s following you. Don’t start changing everything you blog just to get more followers, or go into those stupid random (you’ll get 50 follower) chains.
The people who actually appreciate the things you love to talk about and post on your blog are the ones you want to follow you. Who cares if its a few people? They’re people nonetheless, and unlike the rest of the tumblr mass, they are ones who respect and enjoy your opinion. Stop trying to be the eyes of the world. The world has its eyes on itself. It always will.
I mean, have you ever stopped to think. There’s thousands of people out there who’s blog is nothing but pictures. You really don’t know anything about the person. It’s just funny or popular pictures from the internet/tumblr. Again, you know nothing about the individual or their purpose, but HEY, THEY HAVE 500 FOLLOWERS….
-.-
do you see my point? That kind of blog seems pointless to me. Let your blog mean something. Let it be everything you WANT to say on Facebook but can’t, because you don’t want to lose the popularity contest.
Second thing:
I hate society. Alot. And in turn, I hate facebook, because facebook is the popularity contest of digital society. Screw that -.-
(and yet it’s still open in my other tab o.o)
We were sitting at the pool today… and I just sat there and stared at people the whole hour. (NO I’M NOT A CREEPER) But like, first of all, it was hella cold… like I’m gonna get in the water with that kind of breeze. And second of all, I couldn’t just help but notice. I couldn’t help but think. I think alot.
I caught myself, comparing myself to other guys there and thinking “should I do this” and “should I maybe do something like that”
and I was like “WOAAH!!! What are you doing here Speedy?”
I mean, I’m staring at people, and I just see these different traits and attitudes about them. So self-centered. So worldly. It makes me sick. Like… what’s the point? Your life may seem so great at the current moment when you can sit there feeling cool under the umbrella while you shoot the stuff with your buddies talking about this and that, admiring your tattoos and making the occasional eye at the next chick in a bikini to walk by. But later, doesn’t it all seem so pointless?
I don’t know. Maybe I’m over thinking it. But I dislike going out in the mass public, because then I see so many things on people, just in the smallest seconds. I am fairly good at summing people up in a few quick looks. I’m not bragging. To be honest I’m complaining. I see all these things on people and it reminds me of everything I hate about our society. Just the attitude. The drama. The way people carry themselves. Excuse me but it’s all so fucked up. Extremely.
I don’t know. I can’t handle it some days.
It’s just one of those things I constantly wonder on.
And then I realize I think too much, and turn my MP3 up louder XD
but yeah….
My thought of the day.
Hope God is blessing you all with our daily such in life.
Have an awesome night/morning Tumblr :D
Speedy shutting up.
Relient K — Be My Escape
this song really speaks to me today
