I don’t know what about though o_o
oh…. hey there :D yeah… I haven’t checked tumblr in like… two weeks…. oh wait… im sorry… four days PX
but yeah… it feels like two weeks.
My main thought when clicking the magical “T” text button icon thing on my dashboard was to right about how much sense the world DOESN’T make.
And it really doesn’t… There’s so many things where I honestly sit back and think and in real life I probably looks mostly expressionless or I look like I’m just kind of thinking of something in my head. But in my head, I’m thinking of the look I’d be giving you in real life if I could do it without looking psychotic.
I seriously just want to stop sometimes and give people the over dramatic one eye bigger then the other stare.
o.O
like that ^
while the words “WHAT THE DUCK!?” run through my head at a thousand miles per hour. People just do some weird crap, or they think weird…. idk
I guess this is all coming from my bias opinion and thought, but it’s my blog so deal XD
I’m not saying I’m not weird. I’m probably one of the weirder ones, just because I refuse to do stuff everyone else does. I have a friend now, and I completely embarrass her on regular occasions because I’ll just say Hi to people or wave at them randomly when we’re walking and she starts getting all embarrassed. We were at the transformers movie, and Optimus Prime was doing something completely awesome and badass. Exactly what that was though I don’t remember because badassness is common for Optimus Prime. BUT ANYWAY! I literally stood up in the middle of the theater and saluted him! Because… well yeah i wanted to XD and she went overload embarrassed and dragged me down into my seat violently and told me to stop giving off hitler salutes to optimus prime, even though it wasn’t even the nazi salute… but that’s her story XP
My point that that amazing anecdote that I’m sure you all cared about,
is that I really have stopped caring.
I don’t care anymore about how I look. I really don’t. I used to be more concerned about it a couple months ago.
Stuff has happened lately though, where I simply don’t care anymore. Who the hell am I trying to impress?
If I want to impress you, I’ll be myself, because if my normal personality doesn’t impress you enough, you’re not worth the impression.
I’m just trying to have more fun lately.
Even when waving to random people, I mean, at first their like “Who the hell is that psycho?” But then they laugh about it and it gives them a story to tell later. I mean in some odd way, that adds something good to their day, or at least I hope it does…. o_o
But, idk I guess my main rant right now is people are WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY to concerned with their self image, and also people judge WAAAAYYY too much.
If everyone is trying to be like everyone else, then all of us are nothing, because we follow people who refuse to follow themselves.
Now the judging, I mean it’s human instinct, it’s going to happen regardless, but you think people could train themselves to be a little less harsh about it?
But then I guess people really don’t care about that do they?
That’s the lovely irony about it. They care when its good for them, and don’t when it’s not.
I’m not making sense now am I? XD
Oh well…
I’m done ranting, I’ll probably be doing it more and more as school gets closer and as drama gets worse on facebook XD I’ve had at least ten friends delete their facebooks in the last week. People are getting sick of it. And they are all coming to tumblr… o_o that’s the scary part…..
but anyway, I think I’m done.
Hi followers! Thanks for reading this if you did! Thanks for following me with your such, and thanks to the select few of you who have complimented what I’ve posted, or have taken the time to become a good friend of mine (: (Yoshi :D)
Speedy shutting up.
