I live. I am human. I am a teenager. I am a guy. I live for something greater. I struggle with the basics. I groan at the usual. But I keep living to do what has been asked of me.
You can call me Speedy.
I'm here to reach out to the ones I love and care for. Once in a while I'll get sentimental, or deep, and probably blog something like it.
My life has simple aims, and a difficult path to them. I deal with it the best I can.
I am Speedy. I am Christian, but do not fear me, for I will love you regardless. I guess this is the chance for anyone who cares, to see the depths of my mind, and everything it holds, dark or bright. Happy or sad.
Read my thoughts or leave them, they are yours to criticize.

Posts Tagged: mistakes

"My existence is overtaking me
I’m hoping and praying for a chance to live
The undying mistakes that I’ve made
Has set my life apart and now I’m free"

- War of Ages

"I’m the one with big mistakes, big regrets
And bigger breaks than I’d even care to confess
Oh, but You’re the one who looks at me
And sees what I was meant to be; more than just a beautiful mess"

- Matthew West

Relient K — Over Thinking

Considering I think too much…..

If you never experience love, you will never fully grasp life. Having never grasped life… you can never say you are alive.

If you never experience love, you will never fully grasp life.
Having never grasped life… you can never say you are alive.

(via tiffani44-deactivated20120501)

Source: spiritualinspiration

So now you’re suffering the fallacy of what you said
When you uncover the depression from where you’ve tread
Breathe over the glass you wrote on
Swallow all that you waste your throat on
You wear the mark and wave the banner they made with sin
Revealing every single lie that you’ve been breeding within
Wash over the skin you’ve broken
Think over the tone you spoke in

So lost in your afflictions
The solemn comfort of your grave
If you close your eyes the light can’t take it away

Not I - I won’t conform to what I see in you
Not I - I won’t surrender what I am
Not I - And even if it was a part of me
Not I - I’ll never be that way again

The blind will follow on the path that you created in vain
No guiding light, but just the shadow of the dead will remain
Dig open the pain you’re hiding
Give your hand to the faith you’re fighting
The void you suffer is a curse forever bleeding inside
Now you embrace the fatal sickness you should despise
Remember the day you lost that
Where is the shame that will bring your soul back

So lost in your addictions
The solemn comfort of your grave
If you close your eyes the light can’t take it away

Not I - I won’t conform to what I see in you
Not I - I won’t surrender what I am
Not I - And even if it was a part of me
Not I - I’ll never be that way again

Reach back behind your pride
And pull the thorn from the burning pain in your side

Sing me a new song
A broken song of redemption and regret
Sing me a new song
And beg for all the mercy you can get

Not I - I won’t conform to what I see in you
Not I - I won’t surrender what I am
Not I - And even if it was a part of me
Not I - I’ll never be that way again


DEMON HUNTER — NOT I