-sees dramatic increase in notes on past posts-
-clicks notes thingy to see all new notes-
-shows about 1/4 of them….-
-overly confused-
-insults Tumblr quietly in back of mind-
-sees dramatic increase in notes on past posts-
-clicks notes thingy to see all new notes-
-shows about 1/4 of them….-
-overly confused-
-insults Tumblr quietly in back of mind-
The number one problem I hear from Christian’s is “Why do I feel so distant from God?” “Why is my life suddenly collapsing on itself” or something along those lines. I’d like to tell you that it’s just coincidence, but we all know that the reason your life is fading away is because your no longer…
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I just find the exact numbers kind of interesting XDDD
Thank you guys for either following, being cool enough to follow, or having cool posts that I got to click the little epic heart on :DD
Speedy shutting up
so… I’m going to actually post something deep thoughted for the first time in a couple days…
you’re excited right? I know…
oh you’re not? o.o
sucks for you.
anyway, two things.
first thing, and its short. These people on tumblr who complain about followers. No offense, but PLEASE, shut up. It’s a blog, not a popularity contest. If you want popularity, go back to your facebook tab (which is probably open right now). And you probably have a some source of music somewhere. (I know, I’m psychic >:D)
But for real. ITS YOUR PERSONAL BLOG (probably). You shouldn’t be so obsessed with how many followers you have, rather who’s following you. Don’t start changing everything you blog just to get more followers, or go into those stupid random (you’ll get 50 follower) chains.
The people who actually appreciate the things you love to talk about and post on your blog are the ones you want to follow you. Who cares if its a few people? They’re people nonetheless, and unlike the rest of the tumblr mass, they are ones who respect and enjoy your opinion. Stop trying to be the eyes of the world. The world has its eyes on itself. It always will.
I mean, have you ever stopped to think. There’s thousands of people out there who’s blog is nothing but pictures. You really don’t know anything about the person. It’s just funny or popular pictures from the internet/tumblr. Again, you know nothing about the individual or their purpose, but HEY, THEY HAVE 500 FOLLOWERS….
-.-
do you see my point? That kind of blog seems pointless to me. Let your blog mean something. Let it be everything you WANT to say on Facebook but can’t, because you don’t want to lose the popularity contest.
Second thing:
I hate society. Alot. And in turn, I hate facebook, because facebook is the popularity contest of digital society. Screw that -.-
(and yet it’s still open in my other tab o.o)
We were sitting at the pool today… and I just sat there and stared at people the whole hour. (NO I’M NOT A CREEPER) But like, first of all, it was hella cold… like I’m gonna get in the water with that kind of breeze. And second of all, I couldn’t just help but notice. I couldn’t help but think. I think alot.
I caught myself, comparing myself to other guys there and thinking “should I do this” and “should I maybe do something like that”
and I was like “WOAAH!!! What are you doing here Speedy?”
I mean, I’m staring at people, and I just see these different traits and attitudes about them. So self-centered. So worldly. It makes me sick. Like… what’s the point? Your life may seem so great at the current moment when you can sit there feeling cool under the umbrella while you shoot the stuff with your buddies talking about this and that, admiring your tattoos and making the occasional eye at the next chick in a bikini to walk by. But later, doesn’t it all seem so pointless?
I don’t know. Maybe I’m over thinking it. But I dislike going out in the mass public, because then I see so many things on people, just in the smallest seconds. I am fairly good at summing people up in a few quick looks. I’m not bragging. To be honest I’m complaining. I see all these things on people and it reminds me of everything I hate about our society. Just the attitude. The drama. The way people carry themselves. Excuse me but it’s all so fucked up. Extremely.
I don’t know. I can’t handle it some days.
It’s just one of those things I constantly wonder on.
And then I realize I think too much, and turn my MP3 up louder XD
but yeah….
My thought of the day.
Hope God is blessing you all with our daily such in life.
Have an awesome night/morning Tumblr :D
Speedy shutting up.
Okay… so I haven’t truly checked my tumblr in a few days… and as small as that seems… it’s actually kind of a big deal… and threatening…
see… after I missed out on one whole day… i was scared to check it… because I have this amazing tendency to check EVERYTHING that’s been posted since the last time I was on…. obviously I can’t do that now without breaking tumblr… because although Im only following like… some 40 people… my dashboard fills up fast…
but yeah alot of crap happened…. the last few days and I keep thinking… oh imma post about this… or imma post about that…. but I never got to it… and I can’t remember much….
the one thing I do remember is I was gonna talk about how much fun it is to clean piss stains off the bottoms of toilets… (cleaned the bathrooms this Sunday) oh joy….
but I do have one thing I want to ….
(total reasonable break…) i looked down and one of those white moths was on my shirt…. staring at me…. I had a HOLY FRAEKING $*@#$ moment….. and I just smooshed it…
poor moth….
( i am not making that up at all ^ the blood stain is on my shirt…)
anyway…. I wanted to talk about one thing…
whole family went to the pool this afternoon. Our neighborhood is hella big…. supposedly one of the biggest in Missouri (i said supposedly)… and we have two pools for it. We went to the theme pool (which is fancy term for the pool where all the kids go because its hella shallow (three feet or shallower everywhere except for one small five foot section) and has a water playground and lazy river and such… but I digress….
THERE IS A DEEP THOUGHT HERE… its coming… I swear…
but naturally… we go there… and there’s kids every five feet (THATS WHY THE WATER WAS SOOO WARM….. OHHH…)
(that’s not the deep thought ^)
but I swim for a bit with my little sis and taker around the river and crap…. and then I go sit down and am pretty much done and just chill in the sun…. and after about ten minutes of my mp3… i rage because its outta juice and I hate myself for forgetting to recharge… so I pull out the MO Driver’s manual and start studying and kinda listen to the stuff around me while I’m reading. and that’s when I look up and not too far off there’s these kids within easy earshot sitting on the edge of the lazy river (it was adult swim…) and they are all just talking and one of em is randomly shooting water off with his water gun. Now… the oldest kid in this group was a thirdgrader… which was the guy with the water gun… everyone else was a year or two younger…
so there’s a few of these girls sitting there talking… and then I start focusing on this one little girl… and I listen to her voice and immediately recognize this tone I hate more then life itself. The tone of one of those just straight out dittsy girly girls who is all nasal and doesn’t know left from right)
And Im sitting there at first… and quite honestly i’m like… wtf? she’s freaking six (maybe seven) How does she even know how to sound/act like that????
and THEN…. oh god… then I start listening to what she’s saying… and I pick up the words “WELL SHE’S NOT INTO YOU” (and yes with the attitude you would expect from those words) and then I hear the third grade kid and he’s like yeah…. blah blah blah… and I realize that these EARLY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL kids are talking about relationships….
again…. another WTF? moment….
What on God’s wonderful green earth could they POSSIBLY know about relationships. Seriously?!!??!
And then I end up listening/watching that one ditsy girl for the rest of the while we’re there and I swear… It’s not stereotyping if she’s playing her freaking part. She was like that the whole time…. just full of attitude. SHE’S SIX YEARS OLD!?!?!? HOW!??!?!?! WHY!!??!?!?! She even got snooty with my sis. She was walking up asking to play with them (she’s only four) and there was this one littler girl with them and the ditsy girl is all like… “Well yeah, you TWO can go play together… OVER THERE…” and even does this little sweeping hand motion
Wooooooooowwwww………
My point in all that mess of a story… I’ve always heard and read and seen stuff about kids growing up faster and faster these days… but I honestly never thought it was THIS bad. I mean… this isn’t a suicide story of a ten year old… but it still is an earth shaker to me (btw I slept through a 4.8 earthquake last night)
I heard/saw other kids today too… I saw this five or six year old boy cussing like a sailor. I saw two young boys talking like they were locker room buddies. I mean…. it all looks so wrong. We have Elementary kids trying to be High Schoolers!!??!?
honestly where does this stop? How do they even know to act like that? I mean… is it our media? Is it the state of American families? Government? school? idk… it’s sad though… and very oddly disturbing.
Every time I hear about an extremely young girl getting pregnant… I cringe. I mean…. think about it… the responsibility and severity of pregnancy… and nowadays girls as early as 11 years old can get pregnant?!??! That’s horrible!!! That’s sick!!! WHO SUPPORTS THAT KIND OF BULL!!!!!! For real… I’m getting lose here… but I’m being serious… ITS ALL FREAKING CRAP!!!
I HATE THIS WORLD…. I FREAKING HATE IT!!!
Every day I see another reason why suicide is so logical to some people. I’m not saying Im suicidal… but I don’t blame them for it anymore. There’s so much sick shit in this world. I can’t describe it any other way.
It’s morale-less, Godless, and heartless. It makes me sick. sick to my stomach.
But yeah… Im sorry for raging… and making this epic long post. And sorry for not being on the last few days (if you actually care that is, or have read this far for that matter)
But thanks to my new followers! (: thanks to all you people who follow me in general. And thank you world for being so jacked up I can write a book in a tumblr post about how you corrupt our youth. yeah…..
i think I should bury this moth 0.0 it looks so sad and dead sitting here on the floor…..
XDD
night Tumblr! :D
God Bless
