Life comes at us fast. We all gotta be faster.

Speedy, with really no pending homework to do, decided to study his vocab words.  So there he sat, reading over new vocab words on his computer, when slowly but surely, due to a large amount of tiredness, a less than desirable migraine, and all the wonderful physical and mental pressures of school…  Speedy fell asleep sitting in his chair. 

And there he slept for some thirty minutes, until he subtly awoke, and upon regaining consciousness, nearly fell out of the chair in an outburst of shocking realization.  However his father, being the natural observer that he is, was standing in his room looking out the window.  Thankfully, Speedy avoided a nearly embarrassing “face-first” smash into the floor in front of him. 

And at that, Speedy briefly looked over the words again, said screw it all, and logged in once again to Tumblr.

And all was right in the world… (:

partoftheatmosphere:

back in Elementary school when you use to ignore certain kids who you didn’t like or made you mad, even if was just your best friend who said something mean to you that day, and then you get everyone else to join in, and then all of recess would be focused on ignoring that person (<— oxymoron) 
I remember we were so legit as kids at my school we actually called it “shunning” people X)
the next day,  you acted like it never happened XD

-random memory-

Okay… so I haven’t truly checked my tumblr in a few days… and as small as that seems… it’s actually kind of a big deal… and threatening…
see… after I missed out on one whole day… i was scared to check it… because I have this amazing tendency to check EVERYTHING that’s been posted since the last time I was on….  obviously I can’t do that now without breaking tumblr… because although Im only following like… some 40 people… my dashboard fills up fast…

but yeah alot of crap happened…. the last few days and I keep thinking… oh imma post about this… or imma post about that…. but I never got to it… and I can’t remember much….
the one thing I do remember is I was gonna talk about how much fun it is to clean piss stains off the bottoms of toilets… (cleaned the bathrooms this Sunday) oh joy….

but I do have one thing I want to ….
(total reasonable break…) i looked down and one of those white moths was on my shirt…. staring at me….  I had a HOLY FRAEKING $*@#$ moment….. and I just smooshed it…
poor moth….
( i am not making that up at all ^ the blood stain is on my shirt…)
anyway…. I wanted to talk about one thing…
whole family went to the pool this afternoon.  Our neighborhood is hella big…. supposedly one of the biggest in Missouri (i said supposedly)… and we have two pools for it.  We went to the theme pool (which is fancy term for the pool where all the kids go because its hella shallow (three feet or shallower everywhere except for one small five foot section)  and has a water playground and lazy river and such… but I digress…. 
THERE IS A DEEP THOUGHT HERE… its coming… I swear…

but naturally… we go there… and there’s kids every five feet (THATS WHY THE WATER WAS SOOO WARM….. OHHH…)
(that’s not the deep thought ^)

but I swim for a bit with my little sis and taker around the river and crap…. and then I go sit down and am pretty much done and just chill in the sun…. and after about ten minutes of my mp3… i rage because its outta juice and I hate myself for forgetting to recharge… so I pull out the MO Driver’s manual and start studying and kinda listen to the stuff around me while I’m reading.  and that’s when I look up and not too far off there’s these kids within easy earshot sitting on the edge of the lazy river (it was adult swim…)  and they are all just talking and one of em is randomly shooting water off with his water gun.  Now… the oldest kid in this group was a thirdgrader… which was the guy with the water gun… everyone else was a year or two younger…
so there’s a few of these girls sitting there talking… and then I start focusing on this one little girl… and I listen to her voice and immediately recognize this tone I hate more then life itself.  The tone of one of those just straight out dittsy girly girls who is all nasal and doesn’t know left from right)
And Im sitting there at first… and quite honestly i’m like… wtf? she’s freaking six (maybe seven)  How does she even know how to sound/act like that????

and THEN…. oh god… then I start listening to what she’s saying… and I pick up the words “WELL SHE’S NOT INTO YOU” (and yes with the attitude you would expect from those words) and then I hear the third grade kid and he’s like yeah…. blah blah blah… and I realize that these EARLY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL kids are talking about relationships….
again…. another WTF? moment….
What on God’s wonderful green earth could they POSSIBLY know about relationships.  Seriously?!!??!

And then I end up listening/watching that one ditsy girl for the rest of the while we’re there and I swear… It’s not stereotyping if she’s playing her freaking part.  She was like that the whole time…. just full of attitude.  SHE’S SIX YEARS OLD!?!?!? HOW!??!?!?! WHY!!??!?!?!  She even got snooty with my sis.  She was walking up asking to play with them (she’s only four) and there was this one littler girl with them and the ditsy girl is all like… “Well yeah, you TWO can go play together… OVER THERE…” and even does this little sweeping hand motion

Wooooooooowwwww………

My point in all that mess of a story… I’ve always heard and read and seen stuff about kids growing up faster and faster these days… but I honestly never thought it was THIS bad.  I mean… this isn’t a suicide story of a ten year old… but it still is an earth shaker to me (btw I slept through a 4.8 earthquake last night)
I heard/saw other kids today too… I saw this five or six year old boy cussing like a sailor.  I saw two young boys talking like they were locker room buddies.  I mean…. it all looks so wrong.  We have Elementary kids trying to be High Schoolers!!??!? 
honestly where does this stop?  How do they even know to act like that?  I mean… is it our media?  Is it the state of American families?  Government? school?  idk… it’s sad though… and very oddly disturbing.

Every time I hear about an extremely young girl getting pregnant… I cringe.  I mean…. think about it… the responsibility and severity of pregnancy… and nowadays girls as early as 11 years old can get pregnant?!??!  That’s horrible!!! That’s sick!!!  WHO SUPPORTS THAT KIND OF BULL!!!!!!  For real… I’m getting lose here… but I’m being serious… ITS ALL FREAKING CRAP!!!
I HATE THIS WORLD…. I FREAKING HATE IT!!!
Every day I see another reason why suicide is so logical to some people.  I’m not saying Im suicidal… but I don’t blame them for it anymore.  There’s so much sick shit in this world.  I can’t describe it any other way.
It’s morale-less, Godless, and heartless.  It makes me sick.  sick to my stomach.

But yeah… Im sorry for raging… and making this epic long post.  And sorry for not being on the last few days (if you actually care that is, or have read this far for that matter)
But thanks to my new followers! (:  thanks to all you people who follow me in general.  And thank you world for being so jacked up I can write a book in a tumblr post about how you corrupt our youth.  yeah…..

i think I should bury this moth 0.0  it looks so sad and dead sitting here on the floor…..

XDD

night Tumblr! :D
God Bless

My “leet speak” translation on facebook just reminded me of this
(btw if you haven’t tried the “leet speak” translation…. you should check it out…. I love it :D)

anyway… I was in Multimedia class today… and we were getting ready to go to our next hour… and I walk up to the white board and see
“PEN15” written on the board…

I turn around to Mr. Schlueter and in a laughing voice ask him if he wants me to erase it…
he stares at it (apparently not having noticed it before) and then asks me “What is it?”

0_0  really???  I mean…. him being pretty much computer tech overlord of the school, you think he’d instant recognize it for what it was… but he seriously though it said “PEN-15”
XDDDD
I had to point at the “1” and the “5” and say “I” “S” 

It took him about thirty seconds before the idea finally dawned….
he started laughing…. and I erased it off the board with my hand as I walked out of the room.


yeah XD

so I’ve been away from my tumblr for quite a few days… FORGIVE ME! PLEASE DON’T HATE ME!!! HATE IS BAD!  IT’S HATEFUL!!!! <—totally overacting drama

i’m slightly hyper-ish… so no depressing stories or realistic realizations tonight… sorry XP  my mind is raped by homework and these stupid questions over Fahrenheit 451, which of course is THE BEST BOOK EV-AR!  -.-  (no)
I swear… what the hell world???  Freaking America wonders why the hell teen suicide and self harm is through the roof???  HAVE YOU SEEN THE STUFF THEY MAKE US READ?!!?!  For real, I can’t think of a single happy story I’ve read in my two years of high school now.  IT’S ALL THE MOST DEPRESSING CRAP!
Of Mice and Men
Lord of the Flies
Fahrenheit 451
Rebecca
Romeo and Juliet
Julius Caesar
Animal Farm (that one wasn’t as bad… actually my favorite yet, but still bad ending)
I mean you read any of this crap and it’s all like, PAIN, DEATH, SADNESS, DEPRESSION, OPPRESSION…. OH LOOK PRETTY FLOWER!  oh wait no… it just got stepped on, or maybe even crush by a meteorite, that would be reasonable…. and much more entertaining then talking about cannibal children, pyromaniacs, or suicidal lovers…
I mean… it’s stupid.  IS IT THAT HARD TO FIND A HAPPY STORY!?!?!
Anyway… i guess you did get some deep thought though… lucky you :D

Anyhow, my life lately? not that you care… pretty much bleh, fighting grades, fighting parents, fighting my alarm clock (little blue devil), and fighting old feelings.
well hell now i sound like my english class…  where’s the happy again? XD
Good stuff?  Lots of new friends… fun times with friends… brighter views on life lately… and the gentle letting go of old feelings… (i’m sorry)

What else…. hmm…  oh by the way…. if you’re still reading… freaking highfive… you deserve it, you get one. :D and maybe a flower…. that’s not crushed by a meteorite.  (I’m a bit edgy from sugar, ignore my dumb jokes XP)

Oh, I came up with a couple of Christian Metal songs in my head last night… and they actually made sense, sounded really good (to me at least).  But like all my other grand ideas… it was the middle of the night and I was too lazy to write anything down.  win.
most of it is forgotten now XD

I’m going to shut up now.  If you’ve read all of this, you’re awesome, and I love you.  But I love you people anyway, so it’s all good, not that that’s creepy or anything XP
THANK YOU NEW FOLLOWERS FOR FOLLOWING. :D 19 Followers makes me feel special inside.
I’ll probably come up with something nice and depressing or thought provoking later this week, and post some good moozik with it.  Night Tumblr Peepz.  God Bless (: